西瓜日記

The idea of life way departs us.

I want to hear you say how rotten I was,

So that I can abandon the past and say:

"For those lousy、suffered folks、I do not care them at all."

I cannot even look steadily at you.

That makes me feel shame,

Shame of my excuse,

Shame of my nothing contributed.

I don’t want to pretend

I do mind or do not mind,

Mind of the relationship was undermined

By distrust instead of by value different.

Matters determined should be executed,

Guaranteed it is no missing due.

"No chips, no gains"

That’s now what I believe and do.